Neka

I was married for 8 yr to a man that was 11 yr older than me and i loved him because he loved me. i loved him to the point that i understood what it was to have true adult love in my life he was my friend, my love my life i lost him February 11 18 times have changed i never thought this day  would come or it would be like this life went different things as lots of thing went through my mind i don't have very much family to interact with that is why i came down to Malaysia to stay with mom at least i don't feel like i do i am 37 yr old as it has been bored not having anyone to share my time with and i don't know if any man out there is ready to go for a widow like myself that is why i came online just as a friend advised me to and i want to know if things can get to work out.