I believe there are no coincidences, but only one's ability to recognize God's hands at work in our daily life. I've spent most of my life in a self induced fog about who I am, what I am supposed to feel and how I'm supposed to act. As I continue now with some clarity and opened eyes, I'm amazed at what a beautiful world I live in. My fears and anxiety are greatly diminished, I'm not worried abut missing out on something by doing nothing and I know that if in His timing, I am allowed to spend my life with a woman as my wife, it will be far better than all the plans I could have made. In life, we are either living in the moments we have or we are not really alive. The past is just a history book that we can learn from but never undo and the future is but a dream. The only moment we have is this one. We must learn to truly revel in it, to honestly see it and to embrace what it has to offer. The woman I will find makes it a practice to enjoy this journey called life. A little about me. I practice leading my heart rather than following it. I would love to find a woman who makes my heart race, my blood boil, my toes curl when I kiss her and who knows who she is and where she is going in this life and the next. I'm patient, content where I am and am not going to taste the flavor of the day just because its on the menu of life. I am a honest,loving,caring,hardworking,kindhearted,understanding,loving man who want nothing else in life other than true love. I lost my wife 8 years ago and relocate to the state with my Daughter two years after i lost her because staying in Spain remind me of her and it hurt. I am seeking a honest,loving,caring,hard working and a loving woman who want nothing more in life other than true love, I don't need any one who is here for games and do not seek love and also do not know what she want.I seek someone who will love me for the rest of her life and willing to get married to me, someone I'll grow old with.someone who has a pure heart, someone who will never hurt me,someone who does not get angry easily..I believe the personality and the soul is what makes a person beautiful, it does not always have to be the physical appearance,your looks may grab my eye, but your personality will hold my heart...I believe in true love,if you are willing to trust in a person when all others tell you to go against it, if you are willing to risk getting your heart broken because you believe in that other person, Then that is true love..The first time my heart was broken I thought I was through; I swore I'd never love again and believe me this was true but with time I realize that If I don't let go of my past and move on with my life I'll never get to meet the right one for me and will be lonely for the rest of my life. I have past through pain and heart break in the past and i don't want that again, I deserved to be happy.