I am a kind, affectionate, artistic, musical, romantic, ambitious, honest, great communicator, sensitive to feelings of a woman, aims to please, lavishes compliments of a woman's beauty. I am wanting to write a book with my own illustrations and write music. I love to touch and be touched. I love to give and receive massages. I love to hold hands. I wish to share my life with someone ultimately, but a date for now will do because I don't have a girlfriend and haven't had one for years due to my shyness. Women just don't approach me ever. And when I try, they always have an excuse for not dating me: the usual line is I got a boyfriend already (as though they can't consider I might be an upgrade). I try to be confident but that is hard in the face of cold stares in the supermarket or other places where women just don't look my way. I say hello in the nicest way but they don't seem to care too much. I just want a chance and a girl can find out I have a lot of love to offer with genuine feelings and honesty. I swear I will not cheat on you if you give me a chance. I really want marriage, but step-by-step is alright too. I want to invest in someone.