Hi I’m Jesse I live here not originally from here but settled in here permanently I am a professional skilled worker I work hard coming from over 25 years of experience I am a forklift operator here I load trucks work out in the yard I have the best job and hours Monday thru Friday 9 am-5:30 pm good company I am employed with they treat me good anyway I am a good person in life I’m rare breed of person if you choose to get to know me I am known as kind,thoughtful,been told I’m sweet, but definitely understanding,I am fun,but most of all I am honest,to be quite blunt I have done a lot to my apartment here in preparation that I may meet a beautiful person someday a place here that I’ve made updates I eventually wanna meet someone that ultimately turns into more i do all the cooking and cleaning I am very attentive I’ve always wanted someone who would appreciate a back rub if I’m ever to meet this person I live like a block up here from the strip down here she could go out and make lots of friends I’m NOT Jealous at all I want a person that I’m gonna be with to always be happy and free spirited and I love happiness I frown on any sadness as it happens in the world I just lost my mom back home 3 hours north of here last nov 16 2021 brain cancer was a sad year but I know she is in heaven and no longer in pain i was her youngest of 3 I have an older brother and sister and my dad is getting better but was devastated they were together for 58 years I’m 49 will hit 50 this July it’s time I find my someone before time runs out I stay in shape I walk back and forth here to work everyday I came here with no car I came here to Bristol to rehab for alcohol and wound up choosing to stay getting a job as I’ve been working since my walk ain’t far everyday it’s like 0.3 mile from here I live where everything is surrounding it’s beautiful here and I want someone whom I can share all this with and for the ladies who are from here maybe can point out or show me places and views or sights nearby I haven’t found yet or know about as I say I have only been in this area for 9 months now I am a smoker I smoke cigarettes I wish to meet someone who smokes also I know it’s a nasty habit but oh well..I am a handful but by god life only happens once may as well have fun and want to be surrounded by happiness and something that makes me run away when I meet women online is when they ask me for money I don’t send money I have my money here and I share it with you but please don’t ask me to upfront money at anytime that makes me run away like hell you know this is long and I’m sorry but I want a lady who can read all this and get a good general understanding of who the hell I am and what I am looking for i for the most part am done meeting women online the last one just asked me a ridiculous question when I wanted me and her to FaceTime she said she would but wanted me to pay her phone bill so we could video …lol now what frigging sense does that make I mean I’m fr she asked me this yesterday I don’t know when the next time I may go down here to the strip to physically maybe meet someone fun but I know as far as online goes I’m hanging here literally by a thread I got rid of my Facebook had been a member on there since 2007 I just up and deactivated it I have been scammed before I’ve gotten smarter I don’t want nothing in the world but a normal happy woman in life that just don’t wanna stop having fun and be happy and watch her enjoy the fuck outta her life that’s all I want not some thing that all she wants is money sent to her I’ve been dumb before but now I know what time of day it is fr fr and as far as the lady I am to meet and she makes lots of friends I am NOT the jealous type most I know has guy friends I’m good with that she can even go out and hang with them I’m that open like seriously I totally get it cause most my friends are females I feel I can talk to a female better than a male mostly cause I know from having buddy’s in the past how they are most guys will lie their asses off especially to their woman which now it’s hard as hell to be me and one of the few good ones left in the world and seeking a lady most y’all been hurt and don’t know what the hell to believe from a guy so I’ve just kept to myself overtime not even tried to find no one and I dunno right now this world is a sad place if I had 1 wish in life well, obviously that would be to talk to my mom again if it was only 1 time but if an additional wish came with that it would be to find a neutral open minded female that can listen watch and get to know me as if she does she will see that I am one the rare few good uns left here at the end of this for anyone that reads all this I reckon I have met all the submissive women I can handle what I am looking for deep down is to meet my ultimate match. That would be a woman that looks breathtaking all the time and be a bit on the dominant side I’ve saw videos on YouTube women that like act like they don’t give a fuck do what she wants to do not be controlled and be that way that’s attractive smokes cigarettes just I dunno maybe I’m just freaking seeking something difficult to find a good girl/ bad girl kind of thing haven’t found her yet probraby won’t but at least I gave this site a try.I want a woman with constantly flowing ideas in her head not down and out I dunno fr this mixture of wants is gonna be so damn hard to find in a woman but I swear for god if I find her I’ll be the luckiest son of a bitch in this world! Long story short: I’m looking for my Bestfriend in Life! It’s gonna frigging snow a lot this weekend and I am alone here that sux no one to protect and keep her warm and fed and safe and protected I’m a cancer July I am a protector. Life is starting to suck alone.